The Price of Valor: How My Family Traded My Silver Star for an Influencer’s Handbag, Lost the Stolen Fortune That Paid for Their Lies, and Watched the Nation Honor the Only Woman Who Truly Loved Me
“You’re an embarrassment to this family.”
My father, Robert Watts, delivered the verdict without looking up from his drink.He sat in his custom-upholstered leather armchair in the sunroom of his four-thousand-square-foot colonial in Alexandria, swirling two fingers of small-batch bourbon over a single, perfectly spherical cube of artisanal ice.
On the glass coffee table between us lay an envelope of heavy vellum, embossed with the crisp, raised gold crest of the Department of Defense.It contained an official invitation to the Pentagon’s Hall of Heroes, bearing the signature of a two-star major general and granting two front-row VIP passes for the immediate family of Captain Katherine Watts.
I had survived five months of direct combat operations in the barren, sun-bleached expanse of eastern Syria.I had survived an ammonium nitrate roadside blast that lifted a thirty-ton armored vehicle off its axles, and I had survived three hours of sustained, close-quarters automatic weapons fire in an irrigation wadi while dragging my wounded radioman through the mud by the drag-handle of his plate carrier.
Underneath the stiff, starch-pressed sleeve of my Army Service Uniform, my left bicep was still bound in thick layers of sterile gauze, protecting forty-two jagged surgical staples that held together the flesh torn apart by a fragmentation grenade.The wound still wept, a hot, throbbing ache that pulsed in sync with my heartbeat, smelling faintly of medical-grade iodine and healing tissue.
Yet standing in my parents’ climate-controlled living room, surrounded by weeping figs, architectural design folios, and the sterile hum of an electronic air-purification system, the real emergency was that my boots were tracking outside air onto their unsealed travertine tile.
Robert picked up the heavy gold envelope between his thumb and forefinger, holding it with the delicate disgust one might reserve for an expired coupon fished from a storm drain.With a flick of his wrist, he tossed it onto the coffee table.
It slid across the polished glass, wedging itself beneath the autumn issue of Architectural Digest.
My mother, Evelyn, was seated on the low linen sofa, her manicured thumbs flying across the screen of her phone with the frantic, twitchy speed of a humming bird.She was fifty-three, with cheekbones lifted by private surgical clinics in Bethesda and hair dyed the exact shade of spun platinum favored by the ladies who chaired charity galas in Georgetown.
She did not glance at the envelope.She did not glance at my arm.
“We already have plans for Friday evening, Katherine,” she said, her voice flat, melodic, and entirely devoid of inflection.
A sound tore from my throat—a dry, single bark of a laugh that tasted like sulfur.“What plans, Mom?
It’s eighteen hundred hours on a Friday.