The first time I saw my ex-wife after our divorce, she was standing beside a county highway with two babies strapped to her chest.
My fiancée laughed.
I forgot how to breathe.
“Grant, slow down.”
Serena leaned across the center console of my Range Rover, nearly spilling the iced coffee in her hand.
“Seriously. Look.”
We were driving back from one of my development sites outside Raleigh. It was the kind of August afternoon when North Carolina seemed to melt under the sun. Heat shimmered above the asphalt, and even with the air-conditioning blasting, I could feel sweat beneath my collar.
I almost ignored her.
Then Serena suddenly grabbed my wrist.
“Stop the car.”
I hit the brakes.
Gravel cracked beneath the tires as the SUV rolled onto the shoulder.
“What the hell?”
Serena pointed through the windshield.
“There.”
At first, I saw nothing unusual.
Dry grass.
A drainage ditch.
A dented shopping cart.
A woman crouched near a bag of empty bottles and aluminum cans.
Then she stood up.
My hands froze on the steering wheel.
Laura.
My ex-wife.
The woman I had once promised to love until death.
The woman I had thrown out of my home eleven months earlier.
She looked nothing like the woman in the framed wedding photograph that used to sit in my office.
Laura had always been small, but now she was frighteningly thin.
Her brown hair had been pulled into a messy knot.
Her face was sunburned.
Her shirt was faded.
Her sneakers looked like they had been worn through a hundred miles of bad luck.
And against her body were two infants.
Twins.
One secured in a worn cloth carrier across her chest.
The other resting against her side in another sling.
I stared at them.
Something inside me shifted.
One baby opened his eyes.
Even from several yards away, I could see the shape of his face.
The wide forehead.
The narrow chin.
The small crease beside the mouth.
Features I had seen in photographs of myself as a baby.
I leaned closer to the windshield.
“No…”
Serena laughed.
Not nervously.
Not out of surprise.
She laughed like she had just been handed something entertaining.
“Well,” she said, lowering her window, “life really does catch up with people.”
Laura looked toward the SUV.
The second her eyes met mine, I felt as if someone had driven a fist into my chest.
She did not look shocked.
She did not look angry.
She looked tired.
That was worse.
Serena leaned toward the open window.
“Laura!”
I turned sharply.
“Serena.”
But she ignored me.
