Cream Colored Yarn Led Me to My Daughter Sixteen Years After She Vanished

A man in a damp cotton tank top rushed past.

His shoulder struck mine with enough force to turn me sideways on the boards.

He murmured a quick, half-hearted apology that was instantly swallowed by the roar of the surf, but I barely heard him.

My eyes had already locked onto a shape ten yards ahead.

It was a knitted shoulder bag.

The cotton yarn was a faded cream color, heavy and thick.

It was the exact shade of unbleached cotton yarn I had bought sixteen years ago for five dollars.

The bag swung gently against the side of a woman with dark hair who was walking toward the beachside railing.

I stopped dead in the middle of the walking lane.

A young mother pushing a double stroller swerved sharply to avoid me.

The front plastic wheel of the stroller clipped my ankle with a dull scrape.

She clicked her tongue in annoyance and muttered something under her breath, but I could not turn to look at her.

My gaze remained pinned to the bottom corner of that swinging cream-colored bag.